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Friday, February 27, 2009 at 2/27/2009 12:41:00 AM

What should I do? everyday stressing myself with lots of things.... its been sometime since I last blog, I have really been very very busy recently busy with my work OT, OT and more OT... being with this job is really my interest and passion thats why I am willing to work OT even without any extra pay... really feeling very lost at this moment don't know what to say or blog about now!1 I am still in office doing my next week exhibition stuff Argh!! really stress!! and plus everyday gonna think of that thing again this make me even more stress...really feel like crying but don't know who to cry to...sometimes I really feel like just forever sleep there and never wake up again...I feel so devastated and tires that I have no one to rely on and no one can be there for me!! while WHY do I always have to be there for people....why when I do so much but end up going through all my difficult times alone....The number of times I cried but no one was there...The number of times I have shouted but there was no response...My tear have dried up and I've promised myself never will I ever cry for help any more because no matter how hard I try there will never be someone out there to be there for me eventhough I have been there for them all this while...so please sometimes PLEASE I BEG YOU GUYS PLEASE DUN ADD anymore pressure to me by always screaming to me on the phone or expect me to always be your punching bag to relieve your devastation or stress because I already can't even breathe anymore PLEASE if you really need a listening ear I can listen and be there to help you but just at least be more polite can!! instead of screaming to me cause IT WON'T HELP!! My Unseen Tears will always be dripping...who will ever see my unseen tears?

TPSS Bros: Sorry for not being there on 21st Feb 2009, I apologise for not fulfilling my promised of being there when you all need me...

Jimmy: sorry for not being in CG for weeks le I promise I will try my best to attend CG...

I'll play for you.